This is not my beat and I could not find the actual beat video several years later to give credit, so I take no responsibility for the awesome beats featured in this video. Thank you for watching my cringey rap freestyle which won’t make any sense to almost anyone. R.I.P. to my former fiance. You were awesome 😔 Thank you sincerely for everything. I love you 💜

LYRICS:
Greedy people fucking suck. Especially those that want to literally suck the life out of someone. Ungrateful AF. It be that monotone rap.

I be feelin’ like I’m in a nightmare,
wanna call it quits but life is far from fair.
I be tryna to make sense of his fall cuz these fuckers actin’ like they know it all.
They be trippin’ like they been there for him, when for real they never even seen his crib. I’m the only one who knew this dude, bitches actin’ like money they is due.
Putting their trap around my guy they finna dream about what his money will buy.
None of them bitches cared about his health, tryna get his trust cuz they think they stealth.
Framing me as the evil one, denying damage they done. Don’t even matter that I said yes, for his demons he never
confessed.
But I can’t deny that I tried, cuz in the end I just cried.
Eternal memory and a scar, engrained in my brain no matter how far.
A genius this man was though despite not knowing his worth bro.
He be trusting in these vicious people
sucking him dry leeches love blood flow.
Fuck it, I stopped them dead in their tracks, there was bloodsucking no more.
I made him work on his self, too late he wanna be on a shelf. He need to know his self worth, couldn’t change that cuz he never came down to Earth.
Despite this I’ll always love him,
even though he never gave his thoughts a trim.
Pieces of me ripped to shreds, no one replace him in my head.
Forever he’ll be in my heart, though we are afar never apart.

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